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(From Western Daily Press)
My husband and I have been married for 12 years and I love him so much.
We have three children, the youngest of whom is nearly three, but since she's been born I have completely lost interest in sex.
So much so that I do almost anything to try and avoid it.
Whenever he tries to encourage me I just burst into tears and I make it extraordinarily difficult for him to get anywhere near me.
I don't know why I'm like this, because I really love him.
He is being very understanding at the moment but I don't know how long he's going to put up with me being like this.
We used to have a great sex …