Leagues of Their Own: The delicate question of lesbians and softball.

'On road trips those who were dating roomed with one another and slept together." "Changing in the locker room made me feel very uncomfortable." "The issue was so pervasive at my school that I felt choked out."

That lesbians play softball is a terribly old stereotype, but few outside of college athletics have heard what it's like for a non-gay girl who wants to play the sport. If you're not crazy about your daughter showering in a very-far-away-from-don't-ask-don't-tell gym shower, high-school and college softball might not be for her. In Diamonds Are a Dyke's Best Friend: Reflections, Reminiscences, and Reports from the Field on the Lesbian National Pastime, Yvonne Zipter makes a compelling case that softball teams have long been the best way to meet lesbians. She quotes one woman's account: "I'm not saying all women who play softball are gay, but . . . if you think someone is gay and you don't have proof to satisfy your curiosity, [asking "Have you ever played softball?"] may be a solution."

Of course, when it's a recreational softball league for adults, that's no one's business. But it is an issue on high-school and college teams. Zipter cites another experienced player: "I met my first lover through softball . . . My daughter -- she's eighteen -- she plays softball. She has a girlfriend, too. They met playing softball in high school together."

Although experiences certainly differ -- one coach at a private girls' school, for instance, says lesbian social pressure within softball is waning -- the stereotype continues to ring true for many girls today. One woman -- now 35 -- who has played softball since age six and works at a softball-related organization, says that of the hundreds of athletes and coaches she's worked with, "approximately ten" subsequently continued with softball professionally. Many of the women, she says, have independently given her the same reason for throwing in the towel: Oftentimes "not only was there incredible and persistent pressure put on them to participate in and join the lesbian community," but they sometimes were even "pressured to leave."

Another girl, from a conservative Catholic family, says she was clueless going into softball. "The older I got the more I began to realize that some of my teammates and close friends were lesbians or bisexual. . . . I noticed that as the competition advanced, the higher the percentage of lesbian players." She wondered, "Was I comfortable enough to be a 'softball player' in a new environment? Did I want that label on me at a new school?" (She eventually quit because of a shoulder injury.)

Still, with the exception of a few small, lesbian publishing houses (e.g., the now-defunct Firebrand Books, publisher of Diamonds Are a Dyke's Best Friend), you're not going to find too many people wanting to talk about the issue. In fact, whatever your morality and whatever your lifestyle, hardly anyone wants to touch the topic. As a result, few coaches -- especially male coaches -- are willing to talk about the L-word, for fear they will be construed as enemies of women's sports. In her book Strong Women, Deep Closets, openly lesbian former swimming and basketball coach Pat Griffin complains: "When anyone in women's sport has a grievance or when they want to explain why women's sport is not more popular, lesbians are always a vulnerable and convenient scapegoat."

So what exactly is the "lesbian problem"? Why can't some girls come out of the closet without straight girls and their parents getting all bent out of shape? As one college-sports insider puts it, "lesbian athletes are often clique-ish within their teams and can be sexually aggressive" -- neither of which makes ...