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A quarterly literary journal published by Fairleigh Dickinson University. Publishes essays, poetry, and fiction in a variety of languages.
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Blankets.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... She phoned me and whispered, "My mother just died."
I tried to feel something: Suffering? Empathy?
Anguish? Remorse? My mother
was lying on a bed, her head slightly elevated,
thin body disappearing under mounds of blankets...
The siren.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... All truth is relative, my students claim. In class, restless,
I pace, craving a smoke. My black-ashed lungs longing for suffocation,
release,
though it's my sister I dream about, teaching Ray Carver's Cathedral.
The...
Theologies.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... It was confusing. The Christians worshipped a dead bleeding man
slung from four nails. The Hindus revered stones, which, they claimed,
possessed "the reverence of all life-energy." Nine, I wandered slam-bang
Wham into the...
The roadkill artist.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... When she caressed that blue vase, I believed it was my skin.
Shed stroked grotesquer things: toads, lizards, pungent with death.
An anthropologist, no; biologist, no; breath succulent with gin.
In the museum, when she touched...
The body as gravesite, surrounded by three cows.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... And if the Romantics taught us to view death as morbid,
what can we unlearn? In this cemetery, the usual plethora of tiny
white crosses, stones crumbling back decades until the mind can't
orbit
centuries mentioned as...
Ashes.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... Late in line, squeezing, I tore
the side mirror off the car
I'd stopped to wash. Winter's soot
had followed soap and water
through the service station drain,
and I'd chanced slick white three miles
up the...
The balm of Gilead.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... One summer I learned about
The doctor who cured patients
By long-distance, sending sickness
To limbo through the power
Of belief. Thousands, he saved,
From far away, and those who
Couldn't call sent writing...
The doors of hell.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... for the thirty-fifth year
of the Centralia mine fire
Tonight
The hot spots are stars
which drift far from where
the earth once opened,
allowing a boy
to slide toward fire.
The roots which saved him...
Baglady blues.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... Politely we push clumsy shoulders, purses, legs, shove
umbrellas, rear ends, arms, briefcases, heads, bags
into the cattle train, the last California 1 Express bus
from the heart of our world-class Financial District
to...
The Buddhist's window.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... I admire through a piece of cut purple glass
the sun in its nimbus of glistening light:
it will shadow nicely between the amethyst
folds in the goddess's spreading skirt.
My Buddhist client is telling me how death
...
The Zen of sex.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... Strolling through her prim mid-July garden
we pause in what passes for afternoon shade
beneath a peach tree. Koan after koan
and finally I'm getting it, this new position
she calls the still point in the turning wheel.
...
Rainbow.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... Lightbeams slip through a slit
in clouds behind me, slither
through the front of raindrops, bounce
off the back, refracting into slick colors
different wavelengths gelled at
different angles, vibrating, blue
...
Lawrenceburg, Indiana.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... My dad stands in the dark at the bottom
of the driveway, staring up through porchlight
as if searching for home. He weaves a bit,
negotiates a new path past the screen door
and into bed. His frame scratches and groans
...
Sometimes he.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... Sometimes he hits you over the head
with a tire jack, and sometimes he
wields an axe or dangles clusters
of bombs like ripe grapes, innocently
gifting you with a bouquet of dusted roses.
Sometimes he crawls in your...
Yes.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... Can art exist without war, conflict, tension?
I've quizzed myself all afternoon, mind tossing turning
tangled in a subtle puzzle postmodern "discourse,"
riddled to the core by its violent erasure's X
stake driven twisted...
Love poem.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... I
It wants to be dark, lavish
and exact: carved wet slate
bedded in an argument of peat.
With the precision of a fetishist
it fastens on detail: the thick veins
in your throat, the crooked line
of an...
Boy-actress.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... O that I serv'd that lady,
And might not be delivered to the world. . . .
--Twelfth Night, I.ii
He lifts his chin above the ruff.
It took an hour to pin it, crease by crease,
to the damask, glossy and stiff
...
Jonah.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... I sank my teeth into the salt ground.
There was no cry. Only later,
when the city put on sackcloth
and starved its cattle, I heard something --
a hiss of pity rising from the dry,
ungathered grain. An assoiling...
For Lee Wuornos.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... I
That chapped and battered
white-trash face,
bone-tired and bleak with hate --
raised on baked clay, pressed
out of your sister's sharp
bruised hips --
left the jurors cold.
They needed melting,...
Atonement.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... For my father
This boat's been soaking at the dock.
It's galled with barnacles, their feather tongues
tasting salt and ferment: bubbles of gulfweed,
slivers of jelly strung with venomous threads.
You used to call...
Pity.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... In the road, a mud-colored
twiggy plastic giraffe, long
as a child's finger, needs
to be picked up: asphalt
ground into hip and shoulder
like third-degree burns, its head
a tiny mouse head. Funny
how pity...
Learning the language.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... Over sardines, quince jelly and black tea
thick with cream and oil of bergamot,
my father set his traps: we fell
less often as we grew bigger,
learning quick phrases to avert
humiliation, jockeying
with one...
Azucar.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... In the late 18th century, Spain, in an effort to build the Philippine
economy, transformed rice fields into sugarcane plantations.
In 1796, Nathaniel Bowditch, an American, brought back 400
tons of sugar to the U.S.,...
Discovery of skin.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... For F. Magellan, navigator, landed in the Philippines, beheaded, 1521
Pagsanjan Falls, a mythical natural attraction in Luzon, has become a major destination for pedophiles from western countries.
1/1521
Sailing with lamp-lit...
Cycles.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... Only her of whom I think: You
I cannot see.
--Rainer Maria Rilke
i. Death: the night following
Fireflies buzz over candlelight.
A child counts them, then folds her fingers between
her knees. Everything is so...
Procession.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... For Father Narciso Pico,
human rights activist, 1949-1991
Negros Occidental, Philippines
Air descends in spirals. On a street,
a flock waits, not in their usual Sunday white
but black, a long line, spiraling as well....
Singapore Sunday.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... In memoriam, Mrs. Flor Contemplacion, 1953-1995(*)
We smooth the Church courtyard
with a blanket of fried fish,
salted eggs, rice flattened in Tupperware.
No chopsticks, we say. Our mouths
long for the feel of forks...
Indian summer.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... There are things measured in life by death.
The village girl's slow dying taught me this--
how false summer renders dim-witted
perceptions of nature's unpredicted ways
as morning rises
like a thin dark blue pencil...
Sunday drive.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... It has been fifty below all week.
Behind my cabin a moose and her calf
huddle in deep snow, moving little.
I am glad for the small wood stove--
the neatly stacked cord of spruce outside.
But not all things will...
The snow has no voice.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... after Sylvia Plath
But I hear it on this speckled mountain
miles from my cabin door.
I hear its falling in a perturbation of light
and watch the bare incoming
storming up slopes of cloud-torn peaks
in a cargo...
The hunter.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... This evening I walk across tundra, its long silence
unrolling towards me, plunging in the wind.
In the distance, whiter than bone-dust,
a bear listens to the shape of wind and snow,
smells the far scent of an ivory-toothed...
Late September on the Russian River.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... The trees turn, suddenly,
as dawn rolls up what night unwound--
their slender necks
like tundra swans in shallow ponds.
There is no comforting chill
in the gray air,
only a screed of birds
scrawled on a...
Easter Sunday.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... 1927. It is Easter Sunday.
A young Indian girl sits
impatient on a narrow spruce pew
inside a white-frame
church. In faded black cassock
the gaunt priest's sermon echoes
off gilded ikons of Mary and Jesus
...
Evening at Fielding Lake.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... This evening at Fielding Lake
a raven sits in thick-branched spruce
while rain clouds
move below a full moon
turning the water black.
Rice.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... And this is hunger:
beans & rice
beans & rice.
A pang for a meal. You're broke.
Sweet butter on challah. In the eighties,
you had money, everybody did
until the stock market crash
when the lucky got...
Memory I.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... To say that my father came from a village and by his own cunning
and hard work got out
would be dull. You have heard that story before, a story of the
modern age.
What happened is that at university, he became completely...
Days in Punjab, 1960-1967.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... The sanseviera plants were vicious and hardy along the bricks in
front.
And when relatives visited, my mother-in-law's tongue was quick to
the point.
In the dining room, lotus floated in a bowl; and when they wilted, we...
Two cities.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... That 4 a.m. I lay
back on the living
room couch, seeing as it was
still night. At 5 a.m.
Elle's light in Unit B
upstairs came on, and she
sailed down the wooden steps
and drove off to bake bread
...
Indian jugglers 1820 by James Green.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... Jungles, fakeers, dancing-girls, prickly heat,
Shawls, idols, durbars, brandy-pawny;
Rupees, clever jugglers, dust storms, slipper'd feet,
Rainy Season, and mulligatawny.
-- G. F. Atkinson, Curry and Rice
We were a...
Western-trained doctor in the other world.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... He bolted out of bed full of ideas and impatience.
Bathed and groomed he snapped at his chauffeur.
At the Clinic he hammered at his desk
and out came surgical implements he designed,
patents pending if there were time to...
Chanel lipstick.(poem)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... Daddy always cautioned me
how many rupees it took to get
a dollar; and when I bought my first
Chanel lipstick, it was as if
I might have bought a cow in India.
It was always like that--what I
could have had...
Poverty.(fiction)(excerpt)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... Synopsis of Chapter 1 of Poverty, a Novel in Progress
After a broken engagement and several weeks in a psychiatric hospital, Mark Copeland has come to Littleton, Vermont, to work as a paralegal in the law office of his cousin-in-law, Arlon...
A coiled pot.(short story)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... If you're content to sit there in the quarter light that panes onto the crisply-ironed dresser linen, picking apart the badly-sewn seam of your family's day, ripping with the clever little claw, or your teeth even, with bits of unraveling thread...
Dinner at Charlie's.(short story)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... This wouldn't have happened except for John. For him, and his bass boat, and the trouble he'd fallen into with his wife. You see, John got himself transferred to Florida not long before I moved there: he had a job with the Forest Service; his...
The checkpoint.(short story)(Web Chapbook Issue: www.webdelsol.com/tlr/)
March 22, 1998... In only a short time, the Syrians dispersed the Druze and Shia factions and took control of Beirut. A few days after this relative peace had been imposed, some jeeps and a truck pulled into the lot at the top of Nayla's road, and soldiers...